Reading through the New Testament in 2012 M-F (Link to the Schedule)
Mark 14:35-38 Going a little farther, he fell to the ground and prayed that if possible the hour might pass from him "Abba, father," he said, "everything is possible for you. Take this cup from me. Yet not what I will, but what you will." Then he returned to his disciples and found them sleeping. "Simon," he said to Peter, "are you asleep? Could you not keep watch for one hour? Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the body is weak."
We moved into the second house of my childhood when I was 6 years old. As far back as I can ever remember in that house there hung a picture of Jesus praying in the garden of Gethsemane. I don’t know where it came from, but it was a cross-section of a pine tree with the classic painting of Jesus praying in the garden by E. Goodman.on it.
That picture was a daily reminder of this incident in the life of Jesus recorded in Mark 14. Two things have always stuck out for me in this story. The first is the characteristic surrender of Jesus as he faced the horrors of being forsaken by the Father for our sins, “If there is some other way . . . Nevertheless, not my will but yours be done.”
The humanity of Jesus is so vivid in that moment and presents Him in such a way that the truthfulness of the scriptures is verified. Had this been a fable of human origin Jesus would have never been presented in such a way. This honest, vulnerable moment of Jesus, deeply desiring to avoid the cross if possible is powerful, yet he still surrenders to it, if this is the Father’s plan. The classic line comes to mind, “The needs of the many, outweigh the needs of the one.”
Here, perhaps was a struggle even more difficult than the wilderness temptations of Satan to take the shortcut by surrendering to the prince of Darkness. To avoid the cross would be paramount to giving in to the tempter. Mel Gibson was quite accurate in the opening scenes of them Movie “The Passion” to show the serpent moving around throughout the time Jesus was praying.
To me this is the epitome of what it means to pray “in Jesus Name.” To do anything in the name of someone else is to act as their representative with their authority, or in the same character as they would. Jesus always subjected His will to that of the Father.
That is the kind of pray-er I want to be.
The second thing that has always struck a responsive chord in me is the statement, “The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.” I have always wondered if Jesus was speaking about Himself and this is why He desired Peter and the others to stay awake while He prayed needing their prayer support, or if He was referring to their inability to stay awake. Ultimately it doesn’t really matter, because the expression fits both well, and is a phrase expressing what I, and no doubt all authentic followers of Jesus struggle with. Our physical existence in the body at times comes into direct conflict with the desire to please God. Whether it is the desire to escape discomfort and seek safety or the reality that we get tired and can’t stay awake, our body often causes us to struggle with doing the will of God. This is similar, although not identical with the struggle Paul presents in Romans 7. The best counsel Jesus can give the disciples and us is to pray through it.
That’s the kind of pray-er I want to be.
